Please

Are you mad at me?

32.

There's only 32 days left until 2010 is over,

time to pull out that journal that you wrote all our new year resolution, and tick them off one-by-one.

Did you put this year into good use?

Or did you actually wasted three hundred and three days of the year doing.. well, nothing to be remembered about?

Life, honestly is short.

You'll never know when you'll disappear from the face of this earth .

next year, i'll be 17, and i cant stop that from happening.

next year, i'll be taking the "useful-now,but-later-it's-useless" exam. SPM. i am, quite nervous about it i guess.

after that, well, im still praying about my options. I am hoping to get answers soon, then get a foundation and start the course immediately after that. or maybe God will have a different plan altogether for me.

People start asking, 'so, what do you wanna be when you grow up'. and when i say that im not sure yet, i'll get two types of response.

first,- 'oh, thats alright, you're only 16, loads of time to think about it.'

and the next one is quite familiar, - 'oh you better think about it soon! already 16. need to decide already!'

hmm, and you could actually guess that the second type is the most common.

Everytime i hear about how people my age or younger ones that already have their whole future drawn up for them, i feel like a pang of jealousy, not the kind that will kill someone but like, i'd wonder why i dont have a clear future ahead.

My heads so messed up with things i 'should' go into.

First thought that came to my mind about the future was i wanted to be doing performing arts, dancing thrills me, and i really enjoy it. but then, came the reality which is to be able to survive in this area, plus considering the fact that im ASIAN, i'd have to be reallly good to survive or i'll just die off.

And, i do not have proper lessons on dance, so yeah, a BIG cross out to that option.

sigh.

I realised, it was only just a dream

-just a dream

Hannah

Security.

One day, i'll find my security in someone who i can honestly trust.

Lightning

what it takes for me to get back to my most missed childhood,

is just a midnight thunderstorm. :)

Carefree

when i was 9, i sat next to this guy in class.

he would draw some character and we would somehow play with it.

(how to play, honestly i cant remember and i dont know.)

we were too noisy until teacher had to separate us,

but that didnt really stop us from talking and playing together.

we would throw the book around after each turns and just enjoy ourselves.

it got until a point where teacher caught us and scolded us.

t'was fun. :)

dont know his name anymore, dont know wheres he.

but whoever you are, thanks, for the fun times! (:

random thought. just wanted to share. hahah. :)

Being who i am, i knew,

that it was impossible to forget.

Hannah

Fears

Im scared for the fact that one day,

we might just walk past each other.

mmm. :)

♥

This & this.

he sure will.:)

hahah, wesley chan's famous quote! he is, too cool! ;)

Youu.

no one can be a better you than.. well, YOU! :D

Emails? PFFT.

i get more excited receiving letters than emails.

cause u NEVER let letters. (:

CHRISTMAS!

i cant wait for christmas! :D

Cant Get Enough Of.

kevjumba almost fell off the roof while doing this music video.

i certainly glad he didnt. :)

Sick and Tired

how many of you are sick and tired also?

Rebel

HAHAH! but it's so true!

Cats?

i honestly dont like cats that much, but this is just too cute! (:

Food For Thoughts.

you think? -___-

Better

trust me, it will. :)

Papa Jumba! :D

:)

Broken Hearts

so many people are experiencing broken hearts, and its sad really.

we tend to fall deeper when someone's giving us attention.

being human, everyone craves for attention from someone.

we go into this relationship where we though that both are 'in love'

(now, im not saying that all relationships are not going to last.

some of them are, and some not.)

when things dont work out, either one, or both might just get hurt.

and whats worst than two person hurt is that their friendship might just be at risk.

The decision i've made for my life right now, is to just avoid all of it.

there's no harm in being friends with guys and all, but.. in my opinion, friendships are more important than a relationship that may, or may not, last.

so, im concentration on the books right now, and whatever the future holds,

i know it's in good hands.

cause whatever God has in stored for me, will only be for my own good.

whats your story, your decision? ;)

He looked at her and said,'

you're the best thing

that has ever happened to me.'

Hannah

:)

i want the next time you talk to me,

is because you wanted to.

Hearts.

because it's the only thing that you have when everyone leaves.

Yumm

mmm. :) looks good to lick. ahah. (:

Big Dreams.

just believe in it, no matter what people say.

True Love

awh! :')

Because

and just because it's resolved, doesnt mean everything's fine.

Sweet Childhood

awww! (:

Delete

if only remove is as easy as the delete button on the keyboard.

Nuff said

Inspire

This, is a good quote to remember for the rest of my life! :)

It's Love

imagine growing old and still being in love with the same guy/girl you married! :)

NAISE!

how cute is thiss? (:

Flashbacks

many time i flashback to how we were before

and all i could think of was,

how'd i ever wasted so much time on you?

Falling In Love

Ahh, so true! :)

Excuses

how many times have you used that excuse?

because i have, many, many, many times.

but no matter what it is,

what cheers me up is when i know

that someone in the world, wherever they are,

they know exactly how i feel.

o.o

whoa muchh?

Time Heals

Fights

:) 'nuff said.

Inspirational.

so go!

and fill someone with the ability to feel something! :)

Ahh. :)

BIG LOVE LOVE LOVE! :)

SPAM! (:

look at how sexy he is in that bubushka dress! ;)


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I HAD to do this because..
well, they're awesome!
and kevjumba's realll cute! (:
#teamjumba

Hannah