When Your Heart Screams

something'sgoingonandidontknowwhatsit;
neithercanistopitfromhappening;

boy,stopthiscrapandcomebacktome;

imissyou,iknowihaventbeensayingthatmuch,butido;

morethenyoueverknow;

youcamein,thengotout,whenithoughtyouweregonnastay;

shutupandgetyourfreakkingmindstraightwhetheryouwanttostayinorout;

comingtomeallconcernedandoutofnowherebeingallcraps;

getalife,becauseifyoudontwannahangaroundlong;

DONT;

feelslikealmosttotears,yetnoonecares;

feelslikeeverythingsfallingapart,yetnoonesunderstandsathing;

feelslikethrowingthephoneaway,sothatyourmessageswillbegonetoo;

feelslikehavinganemesia,sothatiwontrememberyou;

feelslikebabblingeverythingout,yetnoonestheretohear;

feelslikescreaming,yetnothingsmakingasound;

feelslikeasking,yetnoonesanswering;

feelslikeneedingahug,yetnoonesgonnabethere;

feelslikewantingeverythingnow,yetknowingHewantsmetowait;

feelslikemissingsomeone,yetnoonestheretomiss;

feelslikeknowingwhatwentwrong,yetnoonestellingmeathing;

feelsliketurningbacktime,yeticantdothat;

feelslikenotwantingtomissthebest,yetthesecondbestdoesntseemtogoaway;

idontwanthimnomore;

idontwanttobemissingoutontheBESTthatBigDaddyhasinstoredforme;

idontwanthimtobedoing"this"justforme;

idontwanttofeelthehurt,thepainanymore;

idontwannabemissinghimanymore;

idontwanttocrybecauseofhimanymore;

idontwannafeellikeicantfeelanymore;

i started with a sad sad emotion;
but i can end with the happy feeling;
because somehow i know, theres someone WAY better than him;
He has planned for me;
laid out my roads in life for me;
He have guided me through life;
Blessed me with all i need;
My Savious, My Protector, My Best Friend and First Love;

all emo/deep post shall end with a smile, agree?

(: