Ends.

Last day of 2011, how was the whole year to you?
Time to reflect and take a look at your resolutions that you've made earlier this year and hopefully check it off. I've certainly learnt a lot this year.

2011 has been a great year despite all that had happened. I realized that no matter how bad a situation is, God is in control and that situation could turn to be a lesson for me or a gained knowledge.

2011 is almost over, even as we anticipate the new beginning of a new year, let's keep in mind that it is only by the grace and mercies of God that we can be breathing and still living on earth here today. :)

Happy new year! :)

Hannah

People.

"They don't see that all I ever wanted was for them to notice me.That someday, I'd be someone worth boasting about. That one day, I'll figure out my life and give them a better life."

As 2011 draws to an end, maybe it's time to let go of it all, the anger, bitterness, hatred, betrayal, rejection, pain and brokenhearted-ness. Throw it all away to allow a happy, joyful and memorable 2012.

2011 has been tough, but the tougher it is, the stronger you get. Things change, people change. I know that I certainly did, for the better.

Belated Christmas everyone. Do remember the true reason for this season even as Christmas is already over. :)

Hannah

Home.

Home, a simple word almost everyone uses. But do you really know what home really means?
It's more than just a place to stay, or a place where you go after a long day of school or a tough day at work.
Home, without the people in it, it wouldn't be called home. It'll be caused a house.
Do you really know what 'home' is? Only recently did I realise the true meaning of being home. It's a place where your family loves you for who you are. It's a place where you feel safe and have a sense of belonging.

My home, I have the best home ever. Because no matter what, i know that my family loves me, for me. They don't think what the world thinks of me, and for the first time, I can fit in. For I am home.

Home together with like-minded people spiritually gives me a sense of warmth too. I can be truly home, only through the death and resurrection of Christ. How else would I still be breathing if not for God's grace upon my life? How else would I still be heading to college if not for Him? How else would i still have a roof over my head and internet if not for God? I'm grateful for all of it, but yet, still not enough. The depth of God's love for me, that He was willing to sent His Son for me, sometimes, I'm still unable to grasp. I still don't understand how much sacrifice it was for that to happen

I'm not a crazy holy girl who has her bible by her side all the time, I'm not. I'm a sinner and I lie, I cheat, I steal, and I nailed Christ on that cross some two thousand years ago. And even that, sometimes i feel proud of it. And it's so sickening!

For those who have your parents by your side, appreciate them. They've worked hard to raise you, even though sometimes you think that they didn't do much, stop thinking about their flaws because everyone has it. But think about how they had scarified their life for you. How they kept using their old car that was going to break down anytime soon so you could get a new phone. How they worked countless of hours so that you could get an education and in time, contribute to the society. How they had tirelessly care for you when you were little and sick. Sometimes, they don't bother you much now because you're grown up. They scold you because they knew that you could have known better. Because they love you and know that you're better than that.

Don't let it be too late. 

Hannah

Rocky Mountains.

I miss Mount. Kinabalu. I miss it more than I should. I miss the starry sky and that one bright twinkly star that winked at me. I miss the after effect of sore muscles and my lost of voice. I miss losing my voice. As weird as that sounds, but i miss it. But things are different, and things has to be different. I'm definitely not the same person that I was a year ago.

I'm battling myself everyday, every single second of every day. It's hard but God's been faithful, His grace and His Mercies reminded me of Christ's sacrifice for me. And I'm coping.

Do you ever understood God's love?

Hannah

Relax.

less than a month away from college. 2012 is coming so soon!
Are you excited? :)

Hannah

Memories.

That's all it'll ever be. 

Just memories. 

A picture that captured that one moment, 

a picture that you might even keep forever

New Start.

Heading to college in January. I'm excited. Fresh new start. Plus, based on my sleep cycle recently, and many hours I actually sleep, I'd say I'm totally ready for all the last nights and early morning. :)

Christmas is coming.

Hannah