Conversations.

He said to her, "I'm sorry. After what I said to you, I was kicking myself, knowing that I'll be losing you. Because what I've done, was exactly the same thing as what he'd done to you. Taking advantage of you, when you're most vulnerable. But I'm here, and I'll wait. "

Getaway

A getaway to a place like this, would be good right now. :)

Darling.

Darling, you see the stars? They're shining just for you. :)

Let It Be.

One day, I'll go out to a carnival, with beautiful lighting hanging from the lamp post.

And that one special someone will win a prize, just for me. :)

And we'll take a stroll down the carnival, with the crowd of people pressing up on us, all I would hear would be his sweet voice.

Then we'll take a slow walk back to my house, where he'll send me off with a goodbye kiss on my cheek.

I don't need my future husband or boyfriend to tell me they love me to know that I'm loved.

I rather have them take their time to say it, than saying those 3 taboo words too soon that it wasn't sincere.

I don't need them to kiss my lips to prove that I'm his, because I trust him with whoever he hangs out with.

We'll see how it all goes, in years to come. :)

Hannah

Thanks.

Thank you for listening, hearing my cries.

Thank you for believing in me, even when I don't believe in myself.

Thank you for remembering me, counting me in.

Thank you for saving me the pain, hurt and tears.

Thank you for assuring, and reassuring me.

Thank you, for being you.

:)

Hannah

Busyness.

Going to study like mad.

exam's in 5 months. No time to waste.

Stupid girl.

Try walking in my shoes. You'll understand why.

Hannah

Dream House.

Because when I say "it's alright", You'll know that it really is.

But when i don't answer you at all, that's when you should start getting worried. :)

Told you I'm really different from the rest! :)

Questions.

Because the real question is, are you really starving yourself and using that as an excuse?

Think.

Have you ever thought about how I would feel?

Have you ever considered how I would react?

I know things are hard for you, but get over it! Life goes on, and just because you're upset doesn't mean you get to let it out on other people.

STOP, putting the blame on me.

maybe there are some times in life where I just couldn't care less anymore, and could have the world putting whatever blame it is on me and not care, because nothing seem to be able to go right. Because everything I did, was wrong.

Just stop.

Past is past, and you have to let go.

I've tried worrying for you, I've tried caring for you, I've tried advising you.

You pushed it all away. And so I've stop trying.

Just know that, I've once cared for you, you misused that kindness, now all you have is the memories.

And there's nothing I can do. There's nothing I will do.

Get mad all you want.

Rebel all you want.

I'm tired of caring.

X

"All post from ____ removed, You can unfriend ____ here too!"

Thanks facebook! :) you're the best!

Mess

My life, so messed up, I don't even know where to start.

Bridges.

So, my 2 weeks of holidays are almost up.

And there are some moments I'm gonna miss from it.

I'm sure gonna miss waking up at 9-ish, with half an energy bar and 2 hours of cheer practice.

I'm gonna miss waking up at 1.30am and hiking at 3am with the sky full of stars above me.

I'm gonna miss these lazy days where everything is so laid back.

I'm gonna miss the holidays. Cause there won't be one rest day in 5 more months!

The thing I miss most, the stars. :)

Hannah

5.

Here's 5 things you may, or may not know about me. :)

1. I don't like being late. not your average teenage girl, but yes. I don't like it when i keep someone waiting.

2. I get ready really fast. Probably cause I'm not a make-up kind of girl who spends loads of time doing their make-ups. It's a pretty good time-saving technique! ;)

3. I'm terrified of saying things I can't fulfill.

4. I'm easily forgotten. till a point that I don't really mind anymore, yes, it's that bad.

5. I can't do last minutes nonsense. :) heh, but it's in my new years resolution to try and accommodate it though.

Because I'm human too. :)

Hannah

Friends

Because I'm willing to give up everything I am,

so that you can find who you really are.

I know who I am, do you?

Will you stop trying to be someone else, and try to find who you really are?

Will you really try to do that?

Hannah

Dreams.

How do you forget someone who made your life miserable?

you can't. You just have to forgive them, and let it go.

Infinity

Because the strongest one isn't the one who can hold back their tears,

The strongest one is the one who is willing to let out the pain.

Because the strongest one isn't the one who reach the top first,

But the one who give all they have, to reach the top, last.

Hannah

Predictability.

I don't know about you guys, but words can be a really powerful thing.

self confidence is built by what you hear about yourself from other people.

If all you're hearing is something negative, obviously, you'll feel down about yourself, thus leading to low self-esteem.

I'm terrified of words, terrified that whatever I'm saying, or whatever I'm going to say might just hurt someone, not just hurt, but even scarred them.

When someone keep saying something about you, soon enough, you'll take that lie and turn it into truth. Maybe it's because you're just so tired of them saying that about you, maybe you just want to shut them up. But whatever it is, you'll soon think that they might be right about you.

Why do we trust other people instead of our own opinion?

Why do we look for comfort in others instead of going to our Creator?

Why do we keep seeking to please the world and not The One who Holds the world?

I'm struggling with pleasing the world, i'm struggling with always thinking about what the world would think about me. I'm human too. And by God's grace, maybe one day, I'll seek to please Him instead of the world. Maybe one day, I'll look for comfort in God.

What, can be better than that?

Hannah

Sunrise.

So i didn't manage to see the sunrise from the top. But i did see it from 8km. It was beautiful.

The clouds were below me and the sun just coming out. indescribable view. :)

And I finished the highest mountain in southeast Asia. That's something to be proud of. :)

With not enough sleep the night before and a totally weak body like mine, i still managed to reach the top. and it was a fantastic feeling.

Though, i did came home sick and lost my voice due to the fact that i didn't drink much water up there.

but everything's well.

Will be blogging again soon enough.

I've got one week of holidays left. Gonna put it to good use.

Hannah