Tears

no one said shedding tears was something easy.

no one said it was hard to cry either.

i've got to stop tearing up. it's almost everyday that tears will fill my eyes, giving me a terrible headache as an after effect.

going back to school, it wasnt the solution, listening to headmaster as he talks about the upcoming activity. and thinking, i coulnt do it, because that's what i feel.

i grew up, knowing that i gotta earn something, to get what i want.

that i've gotta work hard, before getting what i really want.

but i guess that'll be good for my future, instead of getting what i want immediately.

but life's unfair. we all know that.

imtryingtokeepitcool.

-just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's alright because i love the way it hurts

Hannah

;)

Because no matter how i feel, ill remember what you said to me, and face the world, full of confident!

I do still feel sad, but somehow, i'd managed to focus on the brighter side in life.

i thought about how lucky i am to still be here, when someone on earth is wishing for another chance to live.

i thought about how fortunate i am to have a roof over my head and food on the table, when someone on earth is starving to death, lying on the streets.

i thought about my ability to feel pain, when some are hoping the numbness will go away.

its show week. and its gonna be a busy busy weekend.

plus, i miss dance practice already.

Hannah