If Only I Could.

With heart beating fast, hands shaking uncontrollably, she manage to mutter one word, "uh-oh".

When It Seems Like The World Is Crashing Down.

do you know how to handle it?
how to handle the truth that might be a bomb to you in the future.
sometimes, all we need is to stand a little taller and be confident in who we are

for once in my life, i have seriously, nothing to do.
exam's over. and i havent been to school after the exams.
the headmaster will probably be hunting down my arse. but oh well. i do deserve a break anyway. :)
technically i haven been in school for a long time actually, a week of raya holidays. a day of school, rest of the week off as self-proclaimed holidays. :) went back to school on tuesday at the week of exams. had exams and skipped school again. gosh. IT FEELS GOOOODDD. :D

anyway. big thanks to those who wished me before the exam. you know who you are. i feel absolutely loved okaaay. :D especially after recieving a message that came all the way from australia. AWW hock jeen. so sweet okaay. :D plus malvin's message which came on the day of the exams were something i just needed to read. i overslept that that. YES, I OVERSLEPT ON THE FIRST DAY OF PMR OKAAAY. and reading malvin's message really did calm me down. :D

big thanks to muh family also, for dealing with all my smart comments. i happen to do that a lot okaay, tying to prove that i actually studied. :D so yes, they have to listen to them. and mom and dad who never let me aim for something when i can do much better than that. brothers who teached me and asks me to relax.

anyway. it was quite a week, everytime i get home from school, mom will ask me to take a rest first. which is pretty shocking since she never ask me to rest. ahah. :D

i slept until 3.30PM. :) yesterday. it feelsss gooodd. when my dad found out, he was like "aiya, nevermind la, she just finish her exams what." joy okaaay. and i wasnt even awake for 12 hours before falling into bed again. but was forced to wake up early this morning. and i bummed around the house, asking my mom what should i do now.

PMR preperation was really tiring. every morning i have to move like 2 heavy stacks of books out of my table and into my bed. (i like having things within my reach, its a wonder why im not obese yet. hmm.) and before going to bed i have to move it back on the table and fall into bed EXHAUSTED.

but i guess it was worth it, sorta. 2 and the half months of freedom. :D i tore and clear out all my books yesterday. now my shelf is empty without those books. but will probabaly be filled with form 4 and form 5 books soon. and make brother's room empty. he'll like that i bet. -.-

honey,youcanteverlovemethatmuch

Dont believe their lies, dont give jealous eyes.
-Best of me

Hannah