Waiting.

Its been a month, and I'm still waiting, waiting for a reply from the one last university, the most important one I'd say since that's my first choice. Not too hopeful about it considering how I did at the interview, but in the end, it's not about me. Through the interview process with multiple universities for a spot with them, I had learned that God's timing is always perfect. Though most of the time I don't see it, and grumble at the fact that things are coming and piling up on me at the worst time ever, but in the end, I saw how great God is and truly how perfect His timing is. How He sets the time for every season of my life, and He sees the big picture.

It's been a tiresome year already, reflecting on how excited I was to get into college just over a year ago. And now I'm going to be closing another chapter of life in about 2 more months. Final hurdle, final stretch, final push, and it's over. Looking back at how much I've grown, learnt, remembering the times I fell, and how hard it was to get back up, even now, that I'm still learning to heal. God have really been ever present throughout these times, knowing what's best for me, giving me what I needed.

I guess through everything, even if i don't get what I've always wanted, I'm praying for myself that I'll still praise Him through it all, that I'll still glorify the King, for He is the only one that deserves all glory and praise.
I've learnt, and I'm still learning, to not grumble and mumble when I don't get something I want, and I'm constantly reminding myself that all I really deserve is death from God's wrath because of my sin. But His grace and mercy had pardon me and God had shown His love for me, to the uttermost.

"God is most glorified in us 

when we are most satisfied in Him"

-John Piper

Hannah